Thursday, January 14, 2010; Y
It's all clear to me now.
I was in love with you.
That's why I was so foolish.
But then I realised, you wasn't the one.
I was in love with ming.
You're not you anymore.
Ming left, and all that's left was shawn.
You know what? I feel like I don't know shawn at all.
Yes, i miss the ming I used to know.
But that's the past and i'm moving forward.
(:
xoxo.
p.s. grr ! School is so tiring. JIAYOU ME.
I was in love with you.
That's why I was so foolish.
But then I realised, you wasn't the one.
I was in love with ming.
You're not you anymore.
Ming left, and all that's left was shawn.
You know what? I feel like I don't know shawn at all.
Yes, i miss the ming I used to know.
But that's the past and i'm moving forward.
(:
xoxo.
p.s. grr ! School is so tiring. JIAYOU ME.
{{ 6:08 AM -
Your ❤ is a lie.
Your ❤ is a lie.
Thursday, January 07, 2010; Y
What a start to a new year.
I'm physically and mentally drained by school.
The only thing I wanna do is sleep when I reach home.
No time to slack, play or just chat.
sighs, more tests coming up.
i really need to buck up, im not at my own expectations yet.
and for the first time, i really worry about not being good enough.
xoxo.
I'm physically and mentally drained by school.
The only thing I wanna do is sleep when I reach home.
No time to slack, play or just chat.
sighs, more tests coming up.
i really need to buck up, im not at my own expectations yet.
and for the first time, i really worry about not being good enough.
xoxo.
{{ 7:30 AM -
Your ❤ is a lie.
Your ❤ is a lie.
Saturday, January 02, 2010; Y
whooopee do.
i made one NY resolution (:
" This year, I'm gonna be a stronger person facing life. "
oh ! and im happy that i saw Barath after 2 years !! :D
i miss you man !
too much to say, don't know how to say.
xoxo.
I guess I should've known better
to believe that my luck could change
(luck could change) ooo
I let my heart and forever
Finally learn each others names
(each others name)
I tell myself this time
it's different
no goodbyes cuz I
can't bear to say it
I'll never survive
the one that's coming
if I stay, oh no
[Chorus:]
Just walk away ooh
and don't look back
cause if my heart breaks it's gonna
hurt so bad
you know I'm strong
but I can't take that
before it's too late
ooh just walk away
walk, walk, walk away,
ooh just walk away
walk, walk, walk away
I really wish I could blame you
But I know that it's no ones fault
(no one) no no no no ooh
A Cinderella with no shoe
and a prince that doesn't know he's lost
(know he's lost)
This emptiness feels so familiar
Each goodbye with just the same old song
But this time I will not surrender
Cause I'm gone
Oooh yeah!
[Chorus:]
Just walk away ooh
and don't look back
cause if my heart breaks it's gonna
hurt so bad
you know I'm strong
but I can't take that
before it's too late
ooh just walk away
walk, walk, walk away,
ooh just walk away
walk, walk, walk away
(whoooa)
just walk away
I've got to let it go
(ooh)
start protecting
my heart and soul
Cause I don't think I'll survive
A goodbye again
Not again!
[Chorus:]
Just walk away ooh
and don't look back
cause if my heart breaks it's gonna
hurt so bad
you know I'm strong
but I can't take that
before it's too late
(oooh before it's too late)
ooh just walk away
Walk Walk walk away
Oooh just walk away
walk walk walk away
walk away walk away
oooooh yeahhh.
{{ 7:39 AM -
Your ❤ is a lie.
Your ❤ is a lie.
Monday, December 28, 2009; Y
Merry Christmas !! Today's the.. 5th day of christmas.
I hope you guys have a wonderful christmas (:
I spent mine at alex's house with a bunch of awesome ppl.
been talking to jiejie these few days !
she makes me feel nostalgic. :X
she always there to cheer me up and comfort me.
veh sweet hor ! (:
nel also has been there for me.
even though he has a lot of life lessons. (like ahpek.) :X
but still, THANK YOU.
i'm very touched to the people who came to my defense :D
i still think about that day once in awhile.
i feel like an idiot D:
but like nel said, "sometimes you just have to laugh over it tats all.."
3 days to a new year. wow.
thank you, niji. (:
{{ 11:19 AM -
Your ❤ is a lie.
Your ❤ is a lie.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009; Y
today i saw a boy...
not just any boy, i met ming.
i wish it sounded as romantic as that.
but when it happens to someone like me, it never is.
sigh.
He was my ultimate prince charming.
The second guy that I ever felt for... for 6 years? (around?)
I knew him for 6 years.
and crushed on him for years too.
how long is that?
He was one of the nicest guy I ever met.
and one of the most important guy to me.
that's why i never wanted to meet him.
you see, im as fake as you see.
i've been hiding behind this mask, for years and years.
this perfect mask that people liked.
not me, it's the mask.
what you see online, that's REEN.
i'm not reen.. im just hiding in her.
people always expect to be this certain kind of girl,
and when they meet me for me, im really not what they expect.
and they are, disappointed.
some of them accept it, and we become awesome friends..
but some, they leave my life.
this hurts, because i rather they know my mask, and not me.
then they'll still be there.
i keep regretting when i make stupid choices like meeting.
why, why, why me. ):
he looks exactly like his photo. (:
it's really him. sigh.
i just wished our first meeting would be so much more different (and better).
the way he talks, acts, is like how i imagined him to be..
he's really like yuki, the rat, the prince.
gah. he didn't even talk to me the whole day..
or even look at me for one sec.
shyt shyt shyt. he hates me ):
i just don't want to lose him as a friend ! ):
what shld i do..
i hate me.
{{ 7:26 AM -
Your ❤ is a lie.
Your ❤ is a lie.
Friday, October 23, 2009; Y
I wish I could be her.BOOMZ ! xD
okay, pretty lame.
i'm veh veh sleepy.
but i wanna make a short update !
had art of story today.
we had to rewrite the story of Cinderella in the fairy godmother's POV.
we made a puppet show and it was filled with laughter. (:
i love cinderella.
she's probably my fave Disney Princess.
and.. my role model.
" A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you will lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling through
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true
(Ad-lib vocal section)
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true"
I think that's a truly beautiful song.
Oh Cinderella,
if only things in life were that simple.
If we keep having faith, but the dream do not come true..
then what happens?
sigh, my friday nights till weekends are starting to suck.
I don't even wanna look at facebook anymore.
it's just like IN YOUR FACE, you know?
not gonna complain to anyone because no one would understand anyways.
actually wishes Monday would arrive faster.
on the bright side :
i'm so psyched for Sunday !!!
MY design is gonna be on stage, in front of many many people.
how cool is that.
xueli is nervous because she's gonna be modeling it. hees.
definitely gonna video/capture it with my cam.
more abt it? xD
HALLOWEEN IS COMINGGGGGGGGG !!
it's gonna be my first time celebrating it, and i really wanna have fun.
i wanna go trick and treat-ing AND to the night safari !! :D
hope it happens? @__@
ohoh ! and i wanna go to the sch halloween party.
theme is mafia. hehs.
gah ! i want a good HALLOWEEN !
alrighty, off to bed !
xoxo,
REEN.
p.s. my gawd la ! the spree organiser is very slow sia. i paid last tuesday and she havent even mail out. then when i ask, she say business trip. HELLO ! at least tell me la, make me wait for nothing. RAWRR. F21 dresss, come to me soon !! OH, and i made a new order. F21 demin skirt !! hees. so cheap la, cannot resist. Shopping on F21 online seems more "buyable" than the real stores. LOL.
{{ 10:38 AM -
Your ❤ is a lie.
Your ❤ is a lie.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009; Y
currently in class right now.
new sem ! taking five classes, willingly. LOL.
Monday - Ethics and IP in Media
Tuesday - Interactive Entertainment
Wednesday - Research Methods
Thursday - Visual Communications
Friday - Art of Story
so far, no strict facis, fun lessons :D
hahahahs. just a short update before i run off for class.
on the way yesterday, spot this guy that reminds me of Draco Malfoy. xDD
like the older version. the only not that clear shot I could get.
Look like right !
LOL. opps, went for lunch :X
ANYWAY. saw this on the twitter page.
look at the trendy topics. HAHAH. so random.
opps, went away again.
now having 3rd meeting, presentation time.
we had to do advertisements for durians today. LOL.
cant way. gotta go, must act guai :X
xoxo.
"Time isn't healing, pretty sick of staring at my ceiling.. And I - I can't help the way I feel about you."
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Your ❤ is a lie.
Your ❤ is a lie.
